Well.. now that my head is somewhat, a bit clearer from my emotion break down yesterday,
i noticed it was christmas eve,, OOOH you said! only one day from christmas *girly scream*
but am i the only one who just doesn't care? it's like...nothing new.. i've had christmas for 14 years... (yeah i'm 15... the next one will be my 15th)
it's just not that intresting this year...my and bro have had our crimbo prezzie up in the attic for weeks... (we have a converted attic.. meaning you can go up and we have a floor.. sofa , tv, and computer)
and i've played it like ever day... and we've used most of our crimbo money for a new moniter for it...so whats to be excited for? getting a bunch of useless crap that i'll never use.. and i'll only disapoint the people who give them by not using them..
i have everything i need? well material wize.. kinda..
you get my point....it's just so much fuss for one day.... and i shouldn't even be celebrating it! most people shouldn't..
people don't see. it's not a nasional holiday.. it's a christian holiday! are you a proper christian? i'm not..
ask yourself... are you really celebrating jesus's birth, or you juswt using it as a excuse for prezzie? pretty selfish if you ask me =\
or maybe i'm just getting older.. i mean wasn't excited about my birthday either..loads of people at school when it's their birthday 'OOOMG IT'S MY BIRTH DAY... OMG WISH MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY *they do*AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW THANKK YOU!!' i just wanna slap the crap out of them and tell em to grow up *sigh*
yup.. i'm deffo an old man now ..
ah well,
well that enough ranting for now.. i'll probs think of something else to rant about later so
till then.x <3
