TheDoodsonTheorem

A big hi to all my viewers out there! You keep me going! Yeeeah!
(To the incredibly thick people out there, this is something called… sarcasm)

Anywhoo on with the blog!

Right, first of all, went Manchester yesterday with callum and Jordan, got some new jeans =]
Red skinny ones ^^ and a skinny blue t-shirt with 'rabbit mafia' on it =D SICK MATE haha

Oh, I also got checked out by the girl when I bought my skinny's =]
Gd little self esteem boost there, for a whole 2 second… by the time i realised i hadn't got her name etc…
So yeah.

Anyway in relation to the title 'how' i am referring to how people say in
All day and do nothing

Seriously how do you do it? How can you sit at home and watch TV for hours on end

Jesus i feel like ending my life! I need to be doing something,
For instance, going to Manchester.

*sigh*

Oh well i can't think of anything else to talk about

Except that my life is truly boring the shit out of me
I’m sick of being alone… in the terms of not having a gf/bf
Sick of that fact that my experience with a gf/bf is crap
Even more sick at the bf bit…
And…

I need sex

Apart from that life is Fyn O_O

Right now i really am going. Gotta get ready for going out to tea.

Later peoples

Typical!

wanted to go Manchester today but *looks outside*
it's raining.. not stopped me other time but , really, it's not a shower this time

it's rain =\

Anyway, oh, i dunno what to write now hmm...

OH

update on me and Tina? not that you all care... LOL? not that anyway reads this anyway xD but hey! someone might want a laugh or something and read this..

anywhoo yeah yesterday.. waiting for ever for tina to bloody come on like, chatting to gemma while a waiting helped me calmed me etc. ( not in the dirty way pervs..) but yeah she finally comes on. and I just like

sorry for yesterday, but you told me to make a decision.. so, friends?

and bam! slick move Simon yeaah

that yeah that leave me a free man =D not that there is anyone out there I have a chance with but hey!

whats life without a bit of hope eh?

guess that enough for now i guess so

laters people.xx

Much love simon <3

Yup so christmas is finnaly over

hurrah?
hope you had a merry one =)

mine was ok, gd some kewl stuff, bit of money, gd dinner, gd time with family etc etc

then i'm on computer.. and tina's online, hurray!

ends up, i sort of slot in what i talked about more? in '2 post in one day'  blog..

and we have a massive argument...   she was all like 'fyn simon i don't care do what you want'

and i was like 'FFS! i'm bloody waiting for you! make up your mind'

'OH i can never make up my mind bla bla bla'

i should of said sorry but.. tbh i'm not in the wrong here.. in the middle of the argumment she was saying 'oh simon i don't wanna think about this right now'

i knew i should backed down but wtf! i'd been bloody chasing after we or god knows how long so i just went 'FYN! how long you wanna wait, days? weeks? months?, this isn't gonna go away!'

long story short.. she basically told me to fuck off.. so i did...

havn't talked since O_O (it was about 8ish last night)

so yeah..... i still dunno what to do since all she did was have a go at me for some unknown reason

ah screw it all.

Well.. now that my head is somewhat, a bit clearer from my emotion break down yesterday,

i noticed it was christmas eve,, OOOH you said! only one day from christmas *girly scream*

but am i the only one who just doesn't care? it's like...nothing new.. i've had christmas for 14 years... (yeah i'm 15... the next one will be my 15th)

it's just not that intresting this year...my and bro have had our crimbo prezzie up in the attic for weeks... (we have a converted attic.. meaning you can go up and we have a floor.. sofa , tv, and computer)

and i've played it like ever day... and we've used most of our crimbo money for a new moniter for it...so whats to be excited for? getting a bunch of useless crap that i'll never use.. and i'll only disapoint the people who give them by not using them..
i have everything i need? well material wize.. kinda..
you get my point....it's just so much fuss for one day.... and i shouldn't even be celebrating it! most people shouldn't..

people don't see. it's not a nasional holiday.. it's a christian holiday! are you a proper christian? i'm not..

ask yourself... are you really celebrating jesus's birth, or you juswt using it as a excuse for prezzie? pretty selfish if you ask me =\

or maybe i'm just getting older.. i mean wasn't excited about my birthday either..loads of people at school when it's their birthday 'OOOMG IT'S MY BIRTH DAY... OMG WISH MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY *they do*AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW THANKK YOU!!' i just wanna slap the crap out of them and tell em to grow up *sigh*

yup.. i'm deffo an old man now ..

ah well,

well that enough ranting for now.. i'll probs think of something else to rant about later so

till then.x <3

no I’m not..

I just got to get this out of my head..

right I’ll tell you a little story, no screw that

i dunno how to get this out.. but it’s screwing my head so bad.

RIGHT

i know a girl, called Tina. me and her are like best friend. no.. we're are like.. boyfriend and girlfriend. but we're not. Make sense? no? tough work it out.
anyway i like her. i like her so much that i wanna do,.. i dunno but i really like her. she like me i hope.. we she must, can't of been out with me 4 times.. met up with me.. and stayed friends for me for 2 years for nothing eh?. anyway at the moment we act just like we're havin a long distance internet relationship. we talk all the time, say we love you to each other, and have... "fun". sound all fun and pretty eh?. yeah well here come the emo part. i want to be with her so bad, but there is this thing.. she once said.. (not to long ago, in November this year) when i kinda asked her out for like the 5 th time.. 'Simon i don't think i could ever go out with you again.. i couldn't put us both through all of it again'. fine and dandy! i don't partially wanna go through getting my heart ripped out again either. but here the twist.. remember what i said at the beginning? "we're are like.. boyfriend and girlfriend." why say that.. then go and act like she wants to be with me ahhh!!!
here's another thing.. even though i'm not with her.. i'm still loyal to her, if some girl came up to me and asked me if i want to fuck her.. (don't get me wrong i'm not a perv but i'm a guy for god sake (sorry Christians) i'm a boy/man with needs! and well yeah as i said.. i'm a boy/man who never had much "fun" and wouldn't mind havin ago) i would bloody say no!, because i'm.. i dunno i would feel that i was betraying tina.. and also.. i didn't mention this before did i? but i'm bi-curious.. meaning that i'm straight.. kinda ..err.. w/e i'm basically wanna have a bash at some guy on guy.. (in relationship sense not just "fun") and I feel this.. whole thing with her is somewhat holding me back?

i dunno what to do.... should i be i waiting for her? or moving on?
i wanted to talk to her before but.. her auntie’s in hospital and it might be cancer and she's upset etc.. and it's so close to Christmas.. so I can’t go and bring this down on her can i?

*sigh* i hate my life sometime...

well.. if anyone ever bothered reading this in time..

leave a comment.. share the love for a confused chap will yah?

laters.xx

Oh woe me, how many times have thou started a blog, with such a delusion.

How many times have thou forgotten the blogs he once gave life to?

Many hands do not hold enough fingers for thou to count.

BUT! not this time =DD

Now that I got that out of the way, I can start! =) so yeah, Simon Doodson's the name and failing and blogs is usually my bane. Dunno if that makes sense but meh! anyway I?m 15, medium-tall? for my age.. I?ve got brown eyes, and medium long curly brown hair =) you can see from my pics haha =p
I have a someone different music taste to that of the main stream of today? emo/rock/metal kinda my thing. And my music reflects on what I wear also.
Duality is bliss at the best of times =)

so anyway my life? my life is uneventful life at the best of time.... yes I have used the same line in a matter of 2-3 lines.. a measure on how boring my life is -.-. So yeah, while most people are out partying.. I?m usually in.. talking on msn or on WoW. *sigh* meh suppose it's my life and I gotta learn to love. Ever the optimist I suppose.

I guess that enough heart filled words for now..

later people.

much love.xx
Simon, <3